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2004-09-08T04:06:00.000-07:00

WELL, HELLO THERE. Good ole Amanda just emailed me and was like hey, you should update your blog. So, I decided I would, since I feel like just venting anyway. Lots of stuff has been going on...most importantly- band. We have our first football game this Friday- its so crazy, I feel like I felt my freshman year when we were getting ready for our first game. Like, being drum major is way different

2004-08-09T16:10:00.000-07:00

WOW! Its been quite awhile since Ive posted. Ive had sooo much stuff goin on. I went to a drum major camp in Ohio, it was OUTSTANDING! Then..the day I got back we had rookie camp..and the next week and a half was band camp. The good news is, Im so dark Im practically African. Its magnificent. Hmm..I went to work for the first time in a few weeks yesterday. I was actually like 2 1/2 hours late.

2004-07-05T08:39:00.002-07:00

I could be sleeping right now...bah Well, a lot has been goin on lately. Ive been hangin out with Angela a lot. Good times. Hm. Yesterday was the 4th. Magnificent. I worked all day (time and a half though) and then went and got dinner with Danny, and we visited my sister for awhile. Then, I came home..talked to my friend that was at Angelas and went over there for awhile. They lit off some

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2004-06-03T21:48:00.000-07:00

This is the srongest like Ive ever had for anyone I cant stop thinking about him <3 I've fallen so deep in love you see Until you become the very soul of me Let me tell you something, I don't care enough anyway All over, hey, all over my face it shows Said I'm talkin bout love this time Oh, yes I am And you know what? It's not a schoolgirl crush

2004-05-31T21:22:00.000-07:00

Well..this weekend has been good..graduation parties Saturday..and I worked for only 3 hours that night..then went to see Mean Girls with Angela and Krysta H. Sunday was graduation..and afterwards me and Becky went to Dan's party..then to get dinner...and drove around..stopped at her grandparents..then met Angela and Lauren in a parking lot and talked lol..then I talked to Beth and we all decided

2004-05-28T22:57:00.000-07:00

Wow I just got back from seeing a GREAT movie..it was me, becky, nick, nicks friends, and erin...Amanda was there too but apparently the seats that I had everyone move to so there was room for the rest of us..were "too close" for her...so her, Jeff, Chase, Michelle, and Andy were going to sit by us..but I guess it hurt Amandas eyes..pointless for us to go to the movie all together..but OH WELL! :

2004-05-27T18:10:00.000-07:00

Hey folks Today was a sad day...last day for the seniors. Tomorrow is going to be so much worse though. I was thinking how weird it will be in the morning for me, Allison, and Jeff...and then going to 2nd hour..I'm a teacher aid in that class because Becky and Amanda are in there...and now it will just be me and Thomsen..lol..and then for some reason I was thinking about the announcements and I

2004-05-25T14:32:00.000-07:00

You are pink. You are in limbo. Not pure and manipulated like white, not impure and noble like red. You are unsure of your real identity, but whatever you chose it to be, you can be it. That is your power. You change everyone you touch, and everyone remembers you. In literature, pink represents the place between heaven and hell. You are the one we will never forget. What inner color are you?

2004-05-23T15:00:00.000-07:00

just got back from becky's open house. It was a great time! Lots of people..Im pissed off though, a couple people who should have been there werent. Thats okay, Im sure they had better things to do...or at least have some good excuses. Oh well! it was a good time. anyway, I have a lesson with my aunt! adios

2004-05-17T17:42:00.000-07:00

Which flock do you follow? this quiz was made by alanna

2004-05-17T17:29:00.000-07:00

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: "She had a rosary in her hand, Boyd. She must have grabbed it when the quake stated. But it didnt help her, did it?" 2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?: my moms head 3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: Music videos 4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 7:

2004-05-16T08:38:00.000-07:00

Well, its been an exciting weekend. Friday night was.....exciting..lol. I had to work Saturday from 1-9 :[ and after work me, kellie, peachtree, and becky went to the carnival at bailis park..which was..CREEPY lol..I drove..which was exciting. We went to the US bank downtown where you have to use your ATM card to get in the door :X ..each of us closed the door after us so we could all use our

2004-05-13T19:44:00.000-07:00

What do you dream about?Name/Nickname: Age: Zodiac Sign: AquariusAriesCancerCapricornGeminiLeoLibraPiscesSagittariusScorpioTaurusVirgoFav. Color Combo: Blue/SilverBlack/WhiteGrey/RedGreen/GoldPink/BlackPurple/BlackBlue/OrangeBlack/RedMix and match theseNone of theseYour dreams generally include: FlyingApproximate number of monthly nightmares: 55The worst monster you've seen in a dream: Your

2004-05-13T19:22:00.000-07:00

10 SONGS YOU LOVE ] 01 311-love song 02 Incubus-Echo 03 Deseree-Kissing you 04 Joss stone-fell in love with a boy 05 Audioslave- I am the highway 06 Dashboard Confessional- For you to notice 07 Switchfoot-Dare you to move 08 Brandy-Almost doesnt count 09 Finger 11-Sick of it all 10 Avril Lavigne- Anything but ordinary [ 09 THiNGS THAT MAKE YOU SMiLE ] 01 making someone laugh 02 going

2004-05-13T18:39:00.000-07:00

this is the worst feeling ever trying to decide whether or not to tell someone how you feel about them...and knowing that either way its hopeless. "i dont know- i think you'll get shot down no matter what- just becuase he wont think twice about it- he'll just be like well thats nice but hes committed to her" ..he wont think twice about it

2004-05-12T19:48:00.000-07:00

Wowwwwwwwwww GOD has anyone watched the news!?! The man who was beheaded in Iraq...I just have no words...how does someone get so angry or whatever it is..and decide to not only kill...but behead..SLAUGHTER someone..live over the internet. With a small knife.. I cant think of a more painful or lonely way to die....Im not one to pray usually but Ill be praying for his family, and everyone..

2004-05-10T20:49:00.000-07:00

well hi. Im sooo tired right now... hmm Friday night me, Jeff, Allison, and Amanda went to the drive in and saw Van Helsing. Saturday was large group...and me and my sister took some stuff up to my moms work for mothers day..and that night me, Becky, Jeff, and Amanda went to Allisons and watched the best of Will Ferrel..HILLARIOUS! I borrowed it from Amanda and made my parents watch it..haha..

2004-04-26T18:33:00.000-07:00

ggggeeeeeze today has been a long day.. I didnt get enough sleep this weekend so I was soooooooo tired this morning...school was okay OMFG THE BEST MOVIE EVER is 13 going on 30..I love ittttt..and Im in love with Mark Ruffalo..jeesh. Everyone should go see it...Im probably goin like 2 more times :] Me and Becky saw it last night..it was the best..I had fun anyway..school was okay..I didnt read

2004-04-24T23:33:00.000-07:00

whatuupppp lets see...whats new.. ehh..nothing..lol...this weekend hasnt been too exciting..I just went to Angelas for awhile tonight..Ashley wanted me to go with her to Steve and Kyles and shit I wouldnt mind...their friend Drew is soooooo hotttttttttttttt ..wowwwwwwww..lol anyway..Im excited because I dont work at all tomorrow...which is actually weird because I never get sundays off without

2004-04-14T21:12:00.000-07:00

man i am tired..so ill make this short last wknd was cool..i hung out with angela and beth saturday night..we went to the movies then i spent the night at angelas...and like slept all of sunday... it was nice hmm guh i procrastinated with my solo..go figure..so yah my mouth is in so much pain..lol i deserve that though. anyway im about to pass out night! <3

2004-04-09T19:37:00.000-07:00

uh wow. people are gay. i had to sit at home last night and do nothing because my room is supposedly dirty. And I cant go anywhere tonight either. And dannys pissed off at me because I got pissed off...uh yah I dont want to sit here all weekend.. so he like told me how i dont do anything around here..dont do chores or clean my room or do my homework and yahta yahta yahta..right.. because last

2004-03-06T20:43:00.000-08:00

Today. Wow, today was a long day. I went to see The Passion of the Christ last night with Audra and Angela...that movie gets me soo bad. After I came home I stayed up till 1:30-2:00 reading the Bible. Not something anyone was expecting me to hear from me. It went well though. I kept punching snooze on my alarm clock from 5:45 :| to 7:10...Im not positive as to how to set the alarm because its

2004-03-02T20:15:00.000-08:00

Well hi. Today was boring.. reallllly boring. But it happens I guess. Nothings fun when we dont talk. This is getting.. bad. ..Im such a loser right now...

2004-02-27T22:31:00.000-08:00

I went to burger king to get breakfast today in my pajamas :| that made me happy :/ anyway..it was an okay day..went to do some shit at the bank..then I got the Joss Stone cd..btw everyone needs to hear her..amazing. Anyway, then I went to work from 4-8 which was reallllllllllly boring. After work me and Danny got chinese..then I went to Angelas for awhile. Maaaaan..she invited me to go with her

2004-02-26T23:49:00.000-08:00

It was so nice outside today. I liked it a lot :] Well, me, Allison, Amanda, and Jeff went to see The Passion of Christ tonight. It was incredible. My eyes were swollen from crying so much...at one point I had to catch my breath. After it ended no one in the theatre really said anything...and we just sat there for a long while. Until after the credits..then I decided to get up. Then after I

2004-02-22T19:04:00.000-08:00

blaaaaahh its been an interesting weekend...uh if anyone actually reads this..GO SEE 50 FIRST DATES. Right away. Go..now..dont even continue reading just leave. Anywayyyyyy..I was gonna go to bed early tonight but its already 9:00 and I still have to take a shower and get ready for tomorrow and blah blah blahhhhh Guh and Im waiting to talk to someone...should be intersting if they ever get online

2004-02-18T20:00:00.000-08:00

UH HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEEEEEEEEEE!! I love birthdays *sigh* how funnnnnn :] yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

2004-01-31T22:58:00.000-08:00

good news...corp won...2nd time in a row- not bad. jazz band..eh. better next time bad newssss i like someone i shouldnt but hes so great :[ I saw your face in the crowd I called out your name You don't hear a sound I keep tracing your steps Each move that you make Wish I could be what goes through your mind Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life If I was invisible Then I could

2003-12-29T22:53:00.000-08:00

im tired. not much went on today..or yesterday. Nothing has really happened since the night at the bowling alley.. it was a good time..i made friends with some people at the table next to us...asked this hot guy for his number. I still havent called him. Maybe Ill do that tomorrow. Actually, Im tomorrow..which is good..I need something to do. I think Im going to lunch w/ Ashley..we had a

2003-12-27T19:17:00.000-08:00

hey to everyone who..doesnt..read this. lol. its okay, I know you guys still care and read this <3 youre just shy..right..? :/ ANYWAY!!! Lifes exciting. I havent been up to much..been hangin out w/ becky..allison..ashley..and peachtree here lately. Me and Becky were hangin out w/ Angela the other night..lol I got in a shit load of trouble..because my step dad was fuckin stalking me. that was a

2003-12-20T21:37:00.000-08:00

well I just thought Id type up a little something..for my own amusement obviously ..yah sooooooo its almost christmas. I started shopping today..fun. And of course people were psychotic a lot at work..people just get a little crazy around christmas time..so its basically just like 53820923 insane people shopping at the mall...its interesting..at least ..no ones online..and im so not tired..I

2003-12-08T18:46:00.000-08:00

school got out early I was SO pissed when I woke up..I was expecting it to be snowing..and it wasnt so I actually had to get up.. :[ anyway..we went and got chinese during lunch and came back and ate it in the choir room..then I left and almost fucking died..this was the first time ive driven in snow..and i did like 20-30 all the way home...and like i skidded on the bridge..so i hopped out of

2003-12-08T13:54:00.000-08:00

...freaking out.. for those of you not in band this is going to be the gayest thing youve ever heard.. but a pad is coming off of my clarient..and I have a concert in about 3 hours......... my aunts in crescent and I dont know when shell be home.... and i think her clarinet is in need of some work too so uh...yah ...talk about screwed.

2003-12-06T05:13:00.000-08:00

welp.. just got back from the movies w/ becky and jig...it was a great time..we peoples..lol funny story i lost my check card..but my step dad found it..and i was so excited that i didnt realize that its been so long since ive used it that i forgot my pin number... lol so we were at the atm guessing combinations of numbers..and obviously nothing worked...so i tried again at the movie theatre...

2003-12-05T20:17:00.000-08:00

I remember when you filled my heart with joy Was I blind to the truth just there to fill the space Cause now you have no interest in anything I have to say And I have allowed you to make me feel dumb What kind of fool am I that you so easily set me aside You made a fool of me Tell me why You say that you don't care but we made love Tell me why You made a fool of me you made a fool of me I want

2003-12-05T17:21:00.000-08:00

Am I not pretty enough is my heart too broken Do I cry too much Am I too outspoken Don't I make you laugh Should I try it harder Why do you see right through me I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me, I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break, I crave, I love, I've waited long enough I try as hard as i can Am I not pretty enough is my heart too broken Do I cry too much Am I too

2003-12-01T08:58:00.000-08:00

well well well..its been an interesting day I woke up late :] and uh..Im not feelin too well..but it could be worse. lol first hour I thought I was going to die from the sniffles. Its possible :/ anyway...the rest of the day was pretty fun..except home and car care..good god..lol...after the whole hour (in all we spent like 3 hours on it) we got our light..wires..thing..up and runnning. Thats a

2003-12-01T03:05:00.000-08:00

b lee big ups to you too, keep it gangsta ;x

2003-11-30T20:10:00.000-08:00

How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable So condescending unnecessarily critical I have the tendency of getting very physical So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone Not fit to fuckin' tread the ground I'm walking

2003-11-29T05:11:00.000-08:00

hm another life altering weekend. Not really. I worked 2-10 yesterday..but that wasnt bad at all beause peachtree, becky, and ashley spent the night..it was so fun..lol..were all going to start hanging out together more often. lmao "doo doooo do do do do....sorry Im just playin a little mario brothers" lmaooo mwahhahahahahahaa..anyway all four of us slept on my bed..plus my kitty :] it was

2003-11-26T18:29:00.000-08:00

WOW. Another exciting night at home. I wanted to go hang out w/ Beth or Allison or someone..but my parents think I need to rest at home. Oh well.. SO I got online thinking millions of people would be online..but Im like the only one...bleh.. Today was so slow..I barely slept last night so I slept through Spanish again today :] guh I wish we could have naps daily..works wonders. hmm.. so....Oh,

2003-11-26T13:51:00.000-08:00

well hi. Like I said yesterday, Im going to try and post more often. Lets see, what happened today. Nothing memorable obviously. Well, actually..government was pretty entertaining, Mr. Drake is hilarious. Guhhh speaking of school..I have music theory first hour.. which not only sucks because I HAVE to be there on time or Ill get a huge lecture in front of a bunch of people I know..but also

2003-11-25T16:31:00.000-08:00

wow as usual...its been a long time..a lot has been going on..the new trimester began last week..fun. I went to an honor band in South Dakota a couple of weeks ago, and All state this past weekend. Good times.. I guess I should be doing the rest of my homework now- funny story..im actually going to do my homework from now on- at home. Wish me luck on that. Well I bitched a certain someone out

2003-10-18T22:14:00.000-07:00

i wonder if anyone ever checks up on this anymore i know i wouldnt, since i never post anything and all. i just feel like crap right now i think i have bad kharma. yep. or maybe its just alltogether bad luck. incase you guys havent caught on its one of those nights you just feel sorry for yourself. its been a good night though..good day as a matter of fact..drove back and forth between the

2003-10-16T14:28:00.000-07:00

wow its been a very long time. update..hmm life sucks :] only on days that in y, thank god. Ever have one of those days where you can just think stuff like: "Maybe if I would of done ________ differently, life wouldnt suck." ? yah, me too. Dont beat yourself up about it.

2003-10-16T14:24:00.001-07:00

STAND UP: You are a natural stand-up comedian. Youwatch the news with people, and when you giveyour opinions, people start laughing. They arenot laughing at you, they are laughing becausewhat you say is so TRUE. The world is a veryfunny place, full of natural comedy. All you dois repeat various humorous things that younotice from everyday life. Your uniqueperspective on the world is what makes

2003-10-16T14:24:00.000-07:00

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2003-10-16T14:23:00.000-07:00

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2003-08-19T22:46:00.000-07:00

some of us have wild ideas and make W-I-L-D comments. fyi life is complicated for all of us...not just you...so why dont we tone it down a little, hm? K THX

2003-07-18T20:34:00.000-07:00

OMFG WHAT A RUSSSSSHHH amandas going to be here in less than 24 hours. Im so giddy! I havent seen her in 2 years..2 whole years! My best friend! 2 years! gah. amanda[10:20 PM]: omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shaunaaaaa [10:20 PM]: yesss maam amanda [10:20 PM]: this isnt happenin Shaunaaaaa [10:20 PM]: what! Shaunaaaaa [10:21 PM]: ?!?! Shaunaaaaa [10:21 PM]: @@*35(%*#0 Shaunaaaaa

2003-07-17T09:59:00.000-07:00

well hi! Got up early and danny showed me how to get to some places me and amanda are going. so, im tired. Im making my mom go to the movies with me :] ahahhaa itlll be exciting i love this song, november rain by guns n roses. its so pretty :] man...i wanted my sis to go with us by my parents are all freakin out bc she prolly couldnt get anyone to watch the kids so they told me not to ask. ;[

2003-07-16T14:23:00.000-07:00

sooo! woke up early and went to breakfast with my EAST COAST-WEST COAST crew= my parents. good story..hm? Now only if it were true. Wouldnt it be nice to be able to get up and have a nice day with the family. Me and my mom got up at 9 and were ready by 10 and danny was pissed off because we werent up at fucking dawn milking the cows and trimming the crops. If you can trim crops. lol but really we

2003-07-15T16:58:00.000-07:00

Happy Wednesday! Just got the nails done...and did a little shoppin. Im all pimped out now, as they would say. ;x ahahha jp. Audra's bday is like...in 3 days. I started gettin her a little bit of stuff today..ill prolly finish that tomorrow..then im not spendin anymore money. oh god danny just came in the house so hell probably make me get off the computer.. I was up until 7 this morning cleaning

2003-07-14T18:52:00.000-07:00

Evening :] I just talked to Andrea...my calling card supposedly had 44 mins on it but it lasted a good 25 mins..ghetto pos. Me and Danny talked from 3-6:30 this morning..lmao right when i got off the phone danny got up. It was perfect timing. I got up at 1..and have been cleaning since. OH wait. I was going to talk about the conversation with andrea. She automatically thought that I was like

2003-07-13T21:18:00.000-07:00

hey hey dannys talkin to mary on the phone right now ;x amandas going to be here in 6 days..im so freakin excited!!!!!! omg you know what my favorite song is? my love is like whoa by mya. Its awesome. DEWD omg im so excited. Dannys gonna let me start goin to Omaha since amandas gonna be here and we so need stuff to do.. we MIGHT go to fun plex..were prolly going to a few movies..were gonna go to

2003-07-12T00:27:00.000-07:00

Hope youre ready to read up. 1. A good third of everything i say is out of sarcasm. 2. I think I have asthma 3. I cuss like a sailor ;x 4. I get headaches if I dont have my caffeine. 5. My middle name is Hasia and it means protected by God in Hebrew. 6. I was born at 7 something in the morning. 7. I hate mornings. Im definately not a morning person. 8. I get all excited when I get mail. Snail

2003-07-08T13:54:00.000-07:00

well im trying to motivate myslelf to update everyday, which I think Im doing a fairly good job of. Today has been pretty good...we went w/ justin to lunch and did a little shopping...I got a bunch of lotion and spray stuff from Victoria's Secret. Justin was a little nervous going in there, lol but we forced em. lol hes such a good shopper. So anyway everyone get your asses to Victoria's Secret.

2003-07-07T22:10:00.000-07:00

good morning :] oh man, today was good. Slept until 1:30.. awww this morning I woke up bc my mom came in and laid down on my bed and wwatched tv..and im like hey mom!!!! and shes like hey babe!! wheres danny? and im like I dont know..lmfao..well actually Danny also woke me up before that talking to me about his construction friends..so i told my mom he was out with the construction guys..lol

2003-07-07T01:45:00.000-07:00

Happy Monday :] Shall we rewind back to the fourth. I woke up late, as usual when I dont have to work :] *sigh*..GOD life is so loveable when I get to sleep in. Anywho! I rolled on up to the mall and ate lunch w/ Becky..and did a little too much shopping ;x got some pimp ass shit...and a few lucky folk got hooked up w/ some small gifts, for I was in the mood of gift giving :] I saw Kevin at

2003-07-04T00:08:00.000-07:00

OOOOOOOOH my gosh. I feel like talking in this puppy but theres nothign to talk about. My life is so unbelievably EXTREMELY boring at the moment. The highlight of my day is going to bed. lmao ;x Wow tomorrow is going to be boring. I usually cant do anything on the fourth besides hang out with my family. WOOT!!!!! Exciting, eh? Not really..theres like absolutely no way of getting in trouble

2003-07-03T21:31:00.000-07:00

Its been a relatively good day. Got up late :] and cleaned the room..did a little tanning..took a shower..becky came over and did the hair and stuff...we went to chinese..and the lady said SUS ZAPATOS! mhmm..and we went to the section leader meeting which wasnt half as bad as I expected..then went with becky's family to watch fire works...me and becky played on the play ground and looked for hot

2003-07-02T20:10:00.000-07:00

I just watched Jasper, Texas. Oh man, if you guys dont know about that you should look into it. That movie, oh man...made me cry so bad. The one thing I cant stand the most in the whole world is racism. Its so sad that people are still judging other by their skin. What I hate most is that black and white people both are stuck in this past that most of us except for some of the.. "older" folks

2003-07-02T09:08:00.000-07:00

Looks like we still got this shit goin on, so heeeeeeeere we go. AMANDA FUCK YOU. Ill be the first to admit to ANYONE that Ive made some huge mistakes and that youre not the only one who has hurt anyone in our 'friendship'. Ask any of our friends who know ANYTHING about our fighting and Ive probably told them that. But you know what distuinguishes you and me my friend? YOURE COLD AND BITTER. I

2003-07-02T03:41:00.000-07:00

Amanda would like me to change in my blog that I said I am her best friend because in her words we havent been best friends for 5 months and we apparantly "dont want any lies going around" if you know what she means. so for amandas happiness and comfort :] I would like to annonounce for her that we are not best friends

2003-07-02T03:28:00.000-07:00

welp! to whoever is reading...youre going to enjoy this one :] FYI it wasnt exactly my idea to put my extremely personal shit in everyones view but it seems thats the way were doing things these days. Its the "IN" thing. Now, we all talk a lot of shit? am I right? I know youre all nodding your heads. And if youre not youre a damn lie. But anywho, back to what I was saying...we all talk..

2003-07-02T02:08:00.000-07:00

Makes you laugh the most: beckys dog molly..molly the mouse. were tight Can make you feel better no matter what: depends on the mood Who Has it easier? guys have it easier for many reasons Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them: well when the creepy guy walks by at work it makes me feel like im going to pee my pants HAVE YOU: Fallen for your best friend?: no Made out with JUST a friend?:

2003-07-02T01:53:00.001-07:00

TAKE THAT BECKY! YOU THOUGHT YOU DID A LOT OF THOSE THINGS..BOOO YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WIN S U C K A F A C E!

2003-07-01T23:07:00.000-07:00

sonova bitch I just typed this huge thing up and this things not working. Who is pissed? Oh yes. Shauna is EXTREMELY PISSSSSSSSSSSSSSED.

2003-07-01T21:53:00.000-07:00

Do you ever get the feeling you're a horrible person? My bad. I mean a bad friend. That word horrible has been the start of many fights so I thought it a good idea to re-word that. Anywho back to the subject. OH MAN. Today Im feeling like an awful person. I feel like the type of person who is supposed to be there for people but never am. Because, I dont give a fuck about anybody. I seemingly get

2003-06-30T22:19:00.000-07:00

Annoyed yet? Have you ever... Been rejected? - yes Been in love? - uh yes been in lust? - sure can we say josh hartnett ohmygosh :/ Been used? - yes Done something you regret? - only most of the time Have you/are you/do you... Considered a life of crime? thats my life already Considered being a hooker? - uh yuck Considered being a pimp? - lmfao already am baby ;] Are you psycho? - sure do

2003-06-30T21:54:00.000-07:00

hate to jack your shit becky but hey! lol HAVE YOU EVER: 1. Kissed your cousin: rofl ;]....IS THIS SOMEONES IDEA OF A SICK JOKE? 2. Ran away: no way..thats so pointless 3. Broken someone's heart: yes, im a bitch 4. Cried when someone died: yah Lied: sure WHICH IS BETTER: 6. Flowers or candy: flowers 7. Scruff or Clean shaved: depends on who..but probably clean shaved! 8. Bitchy or Slutty: lmao

2003-06-29T22:11:00.000-07:00

isnt this tricky? I just wanna see what this

2003-06-29T22:08:00.000-07:00

whats the word folk ..anyway Im so sleepy wouldnt it be a little interesting if i typed like this? I think so, so well give er a whirl..sound good? I hope so...if not tough shit, and erm.. yah. SOOO its been a long and intersting day I suppose..work was boring as hell..sadly enough the highlight of my day was guessing what time it was w/ beth and becky.. i won like 2 times..bc im just cool

2003-06-26T19:41:00.000-07:00

hey folks WHATS CRACKALACKIN!? anybody really ever check out my block anymore these days? Can I get a woot woot?! huh SUCKAFACE?! lmfao I was just reminicing in my old retarded blog...this is what mr bleth said to me the first day i had him my freshman year.. "My school was poor when I was little,the teeters didn't have totters, and we would skip rope and pretend we were swinging" rofl. I just

2003-06-24T16:25:00.000-07:00

hey people long day at work today..super long day...me, dani, trisha, and dan were supposed to finsish the new middle school library..and andy came up after he watched dance team at the high school...and like we got done with that in like an hour...then had NOTHING to do..we helped mr. weymore with some of his shit..because the fucker..these are his words mind you..decided to start his own

2003-06-23T11:44:00.000-07:00

hello friends. ready for an update? I know you is playa. Hm..trying to think of whats new that you folk dont know and not much really springs to mind. Been workin a lot lately...bringing home the bread. Lots of it for that matter, so I guess this is all paying off. Its good to have something to do during the summer rather than how it has been every summer for me until this point...sitting at

2003-06-17T19:43:00.000-07:00

Well, well, well..havent been here for quite awhile! Been busy here lately..and even when I do get online Im like eh..I dont feel like typing anything up in this little shin dig. speaking of which im not in the mood anymore..lol im tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddddd ;[

2003-06-12T04:46:00.000-07:00

Good morning :] Eh I dont really feel like typin much bc Im tired..about to go to work :| So erm, have a nice day everyoneee~!

2003-05-26T16:42:00.000-07:00

8 fucking hours at work. But..I got paid time and a half since its a holiday. SOO fucking tired though. No call today.. *sigh* eh my sister said hed be busy last night and tonight so eh well see. Look at this..anyone who doesnt believe in horoscopes should be smacked Aquarius January 20 - February 18 Could be that you're waiting by the phone, praying that it'll ring. Is this the beginning of

2003-05-25T20:05:00.000-07:00

Today was a pretty good day. I worked for real last night for the first time..im still training..but I was on the floor. It was interesting. I worked a split shift..so I could open and close...so I got home at 9 somethin..then went to bed at like 10:30..anywho graduation was today.. ;[ I cried..as expected...and erm..afterwards went to Laurens and worked on our english project with her and

2003-05-21T19:32:00.000-07:00

[Deftones-Minerva] IM CRUSHED! Clay lost. ;[ I DEMAND A REFUND. Ruben has an amazing voice though. But still! Clay...is awesome. Give me a second to regain my thoughts :[ Wow its been an awful day. We wont get into that though- OKAY after escuela..after we erm..jumped my car again (forgot to turn off the lights ;x x; ) after all that stuff I went to Sears to talk to my manager about hours. So uh

2003-05-19T19:01:00.000-07:00

oh btw I dont think I mentioned me and my mommy had a heart to heart at dinner :] I think I made her cry. It was great..I mean not that I made her cry..but..yah know. Or maybe you dont. Either way goodnight <3

2003-05-18T18:20:00.000-07:00

[Bone Thugs- The Roof is on Fire] the roof the roof the roof is on fireeee we dont need nothinnnnn but the ;x ;x ;x and the lightaaaa so eh..another exciting day. I was gonna go to work @ 11:00..and Danny was gonna wake me up at 9:30 but the crazy fool didnt wake up until 10:30 so I obviously didnt make it at 11.. didnt go till like 1..I sat and did the computer stuff for 5 hours straight..they

2003-05-18T09:14:00.000-07:00

[Sarah Mclauclsdf.s,..- I love you] hey kids..just got up :] I slept SO good last night. (Sigh) but now I have to get up...and get ready and go to work. Gah..i really hope I get done with my training today..I cant wait to go on the floor..for training I just sit @ this computer and pretend to be checking people out. lmfao. Thats what I do. Good job, eh? yah so I dono what to wear... :/

2003-05-17T22:19:00.000-07:00

aw :[

2003-05-17T22:16:00.000-07:00

take the "what's my fault" quiz. (and then browse around mewing.net. because laura is cool.)

2003-05-17T22:11:00.000-07:00

take the non-offensive quiz. and go to mewing.net. laura = great.

2003-05-17T22:08:00.000-07:00

what's your battle cry? | mewing.net | merchandise!

2003-05-17T22:02:00.000-07:00

because i thought this picture was pretty, laura of mewing.net told me this: "it seems you enjoy dancing, drinking, eating, orgies, and expensive perfume. you're the type of person who buys brand-name socks--but you are also the type of person who has been electricuted by the toaster at least seven times. you were at the top of the class in elementary school, but faltered in junior high,

2003-05-17T21:58:00.000-07:00

take the nerd test. and go to mewing.net. a nerd utopia.

2003-05-17T21:57:00.000-07:00

take the taboo quiz. and go to mewing.net. nothing is taboo there.

2003-05-17T21:52:00.000-07:00

do YOU smell? mewing.net. a wide field of wild daisies.

2003-05-17T21:50:00.000-07:00

what kind of tard are YOU? and go to mewing.net.

2003-05-17T21:48:00.000-07:00

take the virgin-whore dichotomy quiz. and go to mewing.net. where we're all studs.

2003-05-16T20:24:00.000-07:00

[Deftones-Knife Party] I hate how people think theyre more mature than other people just because their older. Age isnt anything but a number and some of us are acting our shoe size not our age. Except me because my shoe size is my age. Anyway I personally hate how Becky goes in everyday to the band room and tells everyone all of our life stories...and secrets..and backstabs us. Gossipping with

2003-05-14T14:35:00.000-07:00

[Godsmack-Straight out of line] okay so it started hailing and raining after school- does god hate us high school kids or what? lol jp of course. RANT OF THE DAY One more cousin comment and Ill slap someone. No joke. Sure, I joke about it...but it happened to ME. Not anyone else. Making fun of myself for it is my way of coping with it...and its still a sensitive subject for me. When finish

2003-05-13T17:33:00.000-07:00

[Eminem + Dmx + Obie Trice- Go to Sleep] Yo. High School is so crazy. Someday were going to look back on all of this and laugh. Thats the only reason I keep getting involved in this shit. Rants- I havent talked to Amanda or Jamie for a long time. I listened to the Uhaul song today and got all teary. Still dont even know where Jamie is...shes online right now but its either not her..or she

2003-05-11T20:29:00.000-07:00

[Jimmy Eat World- A Sunday] omfg. (dies) Ive had a great afternoon. I went w/ my sis and her bf and 2 of their friends to the bowling alley. My sister pointed out this HOTT..omfg so hotttt guy who works there that she knows...and we go up there and I ordered food for dinner and etc..and im like oh gahhh..drooling..and Im like hey how old is he? and shes like hm I dono. So she asks and hes like