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I fear that i am ordinary, just like everyone to lie here and die among the sorrows adrift among the days for everything i ever said and everything i've ever done is gone and dead as all things must surely have to end and great loves will one day have to part i know that i am meant for this world my life has been ewxtraordinary blessed and cursed and won time heals but i'm forever broken by and by the way...

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Monday, July 05, 2004

:: Shauna 8:39 AM

I could be sleeping right now...bah
Well, a lot has been goin on lately. Ive been hangin out with Angela a lot. Good times.
Hm. Yesterday was the 4th. Magnificent. I worked all day (time and a half though) and then went and got dinner with Danny, and we visited my sister for awhile. Then, I came home..talked to my friend that was at Angelas and went over there for awhile. They lit off some fireworks, and it was right by Dan Gs house...there were a lot of people over there..lol, it was entertaining. After a couple of hours I came home and did nothing! Hm..I went to bed kinda late..and then the night before I didnt get much sleep because I was with Peachtree and this girl cayla...we went to Big Brain and Peachtree and her friend Taryn we were hangin out with got their ears pierced. After that we were tryin to go over to my friends friends house to watch fireworks because its near Rosenblat...but there were absolutely NO parking spots..so we just did a bunch of nothin for awhile..then got Taco Johns and headed back to Peachtrees. I kept everyone up late talking in these voices and being hilarious (as usual..lol)..and we had to get up real early because I had to work and they had church. It suckeddd..So..anyway. I was trying to sleep in today, but of course my step dad wakes me up saying I have a lot of stuff to do before I go out tonight. (were doing something for Crystal's birthday tonight) So, Im like..well, hey! Let me sleep..Ill get up later and Ill get my stuff done then. So he starts harassing me about getting up..and I need to clean my room..and do my laundry..,and call Dan about the mace. WELL! Dan is at work. So hes like WELL YOU CAN GO THERE AND TALK TO HIM! (Hes working on the tech crew) and Im like..UH absolutely not. Im not going to go to his work for something that I can call him about this evening..thats ridiculous. Its not like hes going to be in some store standing around doing nothing. So then he says I need to be more involved in this. UH O-M-G! lol I couldnt be more frustrated. See, I have this DM camp to go to. First step- I need more money. So, I work at the school for a week. Second- I need to find out all about this camp- so I do. Next, I have to register. My mom takes care of that. Now.. I have to find a way to get there. From the beginning I have said...my parents need to take me. There is absolutely no reason why they cant take me- but of course, Im wrong. So now..they wont listen to me or any of my ideas and as of now were not sure who is taking me and yatha yahta yahta. I have a few ideas- but its not good enough. But anyway, I also have a list of things I need to get...but I dont get paid for a few days..so thats impossible. But, of course Im just irresponsible- whatever.
And then, Im VERY angry about a discussion that someone told me about. All some people do is gossip- and they need to find something better to do.
And guilty by association- wow. I dont believe in that. I believe that it happens but I think its wrong- and the shit thats being said about me and the people Im supposedly hanging out with isnt true anyway- lol so..wow. Just wasting everyones time with that BS.
Anyway. I better get goin.


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