I fear that i am ordinary, just like everyone
to lie here and die among the sorrows
adrift among the days
for everything i ever said
and everything i've ever done is gone and dead
as all things must surely have to end
and great loves will one day have to part
i know that i am meant for this world
my life has been ewxtraordinary
blessed and cursed and won
time heals but i'm forever broken
by and by the way...
well hi.
Im sooo tired right now...
hmm Friday night me, Jeff, Allison, and Amanda went to the drive in and saw Van Helsing. Saturday was large group...and me and my sister took some stuff up to my moms work for mothers day..and that night me, Becky, Jeff, and Amanda went to Allisons and watched the best of Will Ferrel..HILLARIOUS! I borrowed it from Amanda and made my parents watch it..haha..lol anyway..Amanda spent the night last night but we ended up just coming to my house and going to sleep lol..ridiculous.
Anyway, school was boring as heck today..in band we watched the final episode of friends... :[
bleh then I had a dentist appointment..theyre crazy..I had my teeth cleaned...and then my gay dentist inspected my teeth and made a list of stuff I should come back for..one being to get my wisdom teeth pulled. And.. I want to be put to sleep..but hes under the impression that theyll just numb my jaw..and Ill just feel a bit of pressure....my ass! Hell be feeling some pressure when I gouge his eyes out for stabbing me again! He was like..well, if you do happen to feel any discomfort I will just use more anesthetic...apparently hes on drugs.
Welp..after all that I came home..did some stuff..then me and amanda went to the mall so I could search for something for allisons birthday..I ended up getting her Dumb and Dumber on DVD..which now that I think about she might already have...which will suck!..and some Simpsons pez things...a card...and some balloons for her locker...and some chocolate chip cookie mix...let me tell you..Im no Emeril in the kitchen..I butchered the cookies...I dont know how..Im a little dissapointed to be perfectly honest.
But anyway...tomorrow is going to be a longggg day...me and Amanda are supposedly going to school at 6:45 to decorate Allisons locker...because Amanda has to go in for a Trig test. RIDICULOUS...plus Im going on this Spanish field trip...lmao. Itll be entertaining. And on top of that..I have to work tomorrow night. So..Im going to take a shower and try to get some sleep before I pass out!
goolay!
