I fear that i am ordinary, just like everyone
to lie here and die among the sorrows
adrift among the days
for everything i ever said
and everything i've ever done is gone and dead
as all things must surely have to end
and great loves will one day have to part
i know that i am meant for this world
my life has been ewxtraordinary
blessed and cursed and won
time heals but i'm forever broken
by and by the way...
this is the worst feeling ever
trying to decide whether or not to tell someone how you feel about them...and knowing that either way its hopeless.
"i dont know- i think you'll get shot down no matter what- just becuase he wont think twice about it- he'll just be like well thats nice but hes committed to her"
