I fear that i am ordinary, just like everyone
to lie here and die among the sorrows
adrift among the days
for everything i ever said
and everything i've ever done is gone and dead
as all things must surely have to end
and great loves will one day have to part
i know that i am meant for this world
my life has been ewxtraordinary
blessed and cursed and won
time heals but i'm forever broken
by and by the way...
uh wow. people are gay.
i had to sit at home last night and do nothing because my room is supposedly dirty. And I cant go anywhere tonight either. And dannys pissed off at me because I got pissed off...uh yah I dont want to sit here all weekend.. so he like told me how i dont do anything around here..dont do chores or clean my room or do my homework and yahta yahta yahta..right.. because last weekend was prom and I was tired as hell sunday and monday...and went to ijc on tuesday..didnt get home until 10 something because when my mom picked me we went to my uncles house..and wednesday I cleaned my room and then tried to go working out...and worked last night and tonight..cleaned my car and went shopping for his birthday shit then to lunch today...
sure why dont i clean the whole house. Actually maybe I should just build a whole new house since I have so much time to sit around and do nothing.
yah and now hes probably pissed off because I told him I couldnt wait to move out..yet he says shit all the time about how he cant wait and whether hes joking or not i dont care...gay either way..and since I dont do anything at all anyway theres no reason for me to want to stay here. duh
