I fear that i am ordinary, just like everyone
to lie here and die among the sorrows
adrift among the days
for everything i ever said
and everything i've ever done is gone and dead
as all things must surely have to end
and great loves will one day have to part
i know that i am meant for this world
my life has been ewxtraordinary
blessed and cursed and won
time heals but i'm forever broken
by and by the way...
It was so nice outside today. I liked it a lot :]
Well, me, Allison, Amanda, and Jeff went to see The Passion of Christ tonight. It was incredible. My eyes were swollen from crying so much...at one point I had to catch my breath. After it ended no one in the theatre really said anything...and we just sat there for a long while. Until after the credits..then I decided to get up. Then after I dropped Amanda off I shut off the radio, which is very unusual..I never drive without the radio on. That movie was just so moving. Intense. It just really made me think about everything..
Wow.
Anyway, I guess I have to work tomorrow night. :/
I also work 8:45 Saturday...and I guarantee Im not looking forward to that. Im not so sure how theyre going to handle this weeked being as how were very under staffed.
Felicia is in the process of hiring new people...not fun at allllll
Me and Ashley are both getting like 25 hours right now..its insane.
Oh wow!
Joel was at the movie theatre tonight..he came up and talked to us a bit..and invited Allison to hang out with him tomorrow- how awesome is that!? They used to be pretty close I guess, but after Joel quit band and Allison stopped hanging around with all those other people I guess they just stopped talking. But, Im happy he wants to hang out with her...itll be fun for both of them.
Amanda and Becky are both going to Morningside tomorrow..and Beths at U of I right now I think. Jeesh, this year seems like its going by fast.
Hm. I have so much to say about the Bruno matter...I just dont know where to start. With my luck hell read this..oh well.
I just..havent felt this way before... Hes the best guy.
Speaking of which..is it illegal to hang out with someone who is practically married..without their spouse? See- Id love to say its not..but for example- if I invited Jeff to hang out with just me...Amanda would be angry. So..how do you approach that. "Hey..lets hang out without your girlfriend."
Why does he have to be so great..
the good news is Im going to bed now..and I have every intention of sleeping in. That makes me happy :]
