I fear that i am ordinary, just like everyone
to lie here and die among the sorrows
adrift among the days
for everything i ever said
and everything i've ever done is gone and dead
as all things must surely have to end
and great loves will one day have to part
i know that i am meant for this world
my life has been ewxtraordinary
blessed and cursed and won
time heals but i'm forever broken
by and by the way...
welp..
just got back from the movies w/ becky and jig...it was a great time..we peoples..lol
funny story i lost my check card..but my step dad found it..and i was so excited that i didnt realize that its been so long since ive used it that i forgot my pin number...
lol so we were at the atm guessing combinations of numbers..and obviously nothing worked...so i tried again at the movie theatre...no luck..so allison and becky, being the good friends they are, paid for me..and as soon as i got home i remember exactly what it is..guhhhhhh
anyway, nicks not talking to me..suprise suprise. he has himself though, thats all he really needs. he loves himself enough for all of us.
theres other bullshit goin on, theres always somethin goin on..but what can you do.