I fear that i am ordinary, just like everyone
to lie here and die among the sorrows
adrift among the days
for everything i ever said
and everything i've ever done is gone and dead
as all things must surely have to end
and great loves will one day have to part
i know that i am meant for this world
my life has been ewxtraordinary
blessed and cursed and won
time heals but i'm forever broken
by and by the way...
well well well..its been an interesting day
I woke up late :] and uh..Im not feelin too well..but it could be worse.
lol first hour I thought I was going to die from the sniffles. Its possible :/
anyway...the rest of the day was pretty fun..except home and car care..good god..lol...after the whole hour (in all we spent like 3 hours on it) we got our light..wires..thing..up and runnning. Thats a bullshit class if you want my opinion.
Anyway...at lunch I talked to everyone (except amanda obviously) we called the other night..they all laughed..except justin really..he took it too seriously I think..hes all like..yah I couldnt figure out what the hell you wanted..and etc..but i think everyone else appreciated it..rightfully so.
Hm. WOW interesting story.. that kid is back in town..lol...awkwarddd...
yah uh really..awkward..for that matter.
Life sucks, then you die.
HM so yah I got a little pissed off today, I wont lie. Daniel had my car today..my mom works Sunday nights so she has to take the truck (she doesnt work monday-thursday) so I have to fnid another ride to school..and my step dad takes my car...and he doesnt get home till 5 ish and my mom sleeps till like 6...so basically I dont have a ride home...and there was jazz band so they were all busy..and I talked to danny and he told me I could take the car...so i assumed he dropped it off at the hs bc sometimes if my moms up they do bring me the car..but i got out there and it wasnt there..so I had to go to the bus place and get it...and crystal, kelly, and kevin always stand outside and talk...and being as how the bus barn is like a whole .75 miles probably from the school I figured one of them would be kind enough to give me a ride over there..but I asked and theyre just like..no. lol so I was pissed off because I would have done it for any one of them..and I think they knwe I was mad because as I was walking away Kevin goes..well, shauna I mean I guess if you REALLY need a ride I can take you..and Im like no thats fine...and luckily zach y. was walking out to his car..and I explained to him my situation and hes like sure no problem, anytime. GUH he barely even knows me! lol..thank god for nice people..not that it was a huge deal..but I mean youre supposed to do simple favors for your friends every now and then..blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
anyway..I dont feel good at all :/
im gonna go do homework..and try not to fall asleep cuz ashleys coming over to pick somethin up..and I have to pick danny up in like an hour...guh!
