I fear that i am ordinary, just like everyone
to lie here and die among the sorrows
adrift among the days
for everything i ever said
and everything i've ever done is gone and dead
as all things must surely have to end
and great loves will one day have to part
i know that i am meant for this world
my life has been ewxtraordinary
blessed and cursed and won
time heals but i'm forever broken
by and by the way...
im tired.
not much went on today..or yesterday. Nothing has really happened since the night at the bowling alley..
it was a good time..i made friends with some people at the table next to us...asked this hot guy for his number.
I still havent called him. Maybe Ill do that tomorrow.
Actually, Im tomorrow..which is good..I need something to do. I think Im going to lunch w/ Ashley..we had a raincheck on some chinese.
Then me and Becky are gonna go shopping..I dont know if I should get my nails done..or buy some jeans..or pay a little for these doc martens im tryin to get. God..it sucks not having a bunch of money..if only I didnt spend it so fast.
Anyway..sounds like me, ash, peachtree, and becky..and whoever else..might hang out tomorrow night..watch a little jamie fox..that kinda thing.
I have no idea what im doing new years eve. I was gonna ask some folks to come here but I think everyone but me ha s already got plans. My parents will probably make me stay home...
"drunk drivers will be everywhere"
they told me that bullshit back when i was like in 5th grade..I wanted to spend the night at Jamies grandmas..and they wouldnt let me. Its not like we were gonna be taking the fucking car for a spin.
Anyway..now theyd probably be worried about me getting wasted. No trust at all these days..whats the world coming to.
welp..im planning on getting up in like 9 hours...
so i think ill get to bed..I need allt he sleep I can get :/
