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He'd make such a great secret if I could keep him
Saturday, October 18, 2003
i wonder if anyone ever checks up on this anymore
i know i wouldnt, since i never post anything and all.
i just feel like crap right now
i think i have bad kharma.
yep.
or maybe its just alltogether bad luck.
incase you guys havent caught on its one of those nights you just feel sorry for yourself.
its been a good night though..good day as a matter of fact..drove back and forth between the schools w/ jig like 5 times...that was fun..did a little marchin at state..not bad...went shopping with jeff, becky, and allison..that was fun..we saw lauren and dani..i looooove them! then we went to perkens...listened to chicago music in the parking lot..lol..and me, becky, and allison were going to go to the movies but we didnt see anything that looked too great..and jig didnt feel well so we took her home..then me and becky drove around for awhile...stopped at wal mart and raided the aisles for something exciting. it was thrilling :/ we ended up with a couple candy neclaces, some circus peanuts, mints, life savers, bubble gum, etc. Then we drove around some more and basically vented for a long time.
And now Im home. With nothing to think of except how sorry I feel for myself. lol..thats me for ya.
i guuhhhhh..i just cant stop thinking about him, and shoot me- yes youre right I DO break the rules for myself. Does it make you feel better that I admit that? Because if you throw the rules back in I still feel exactly the same. And Im still a stupid girl with hurt feelings :/ Either way..no one wins..so
forget you and your stupid note that made me feel like shit- because I cant help the way I feel. And neither can anyone else.
and call me overly emotional..im getting used to it.
anyway..thats the end of my story
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