I fear that i am ordinary, just like everyone
to lie here and die among the sorrows
adrift among the days
for everything i ever said
and everything i've ever done is gone and dead
as all things must surely have to end
and great loves will one day have to part
i know that i am meant for this world
my life has been ewxtraordinary
blessed and cursed and won
time heals but i'm forever broken
by and by the way...
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Kissed your cousin: rofl ;]....IS THIS SOMEONES IDEA OF A SICK JOKE?
2. Ran away: no way..thats so pointless
3. Broken someone's heart: yes, im a bitch
4. Cried when someone died: yah
Lied: sure
WHICH IS BETTER:
6. Flowers or candy: flowers
7. Scruff or Clean shaved: depends on who..but probably clean shaved!
8. Bitchy or Slutty: lmao, I have no idea
9. Tall or Short: Tall!
10. Pants or Shorts: I prefer the jeans...pantolones
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX:
11. Last person you slow danced with: jeez, no se
12. Worst Question To Ask: not sure, Ill get back to you
WHAT IS (your favorite):
13. Your Good Luck Charm: I guess I dont have one
14. Person You Hate Most: no se
15. Breakfast Food: breakfast is for idiots :/ but I guess the blueberry bagels at beckys are nice
Who:
16. Makes you laugh the most: becky, amanda, amanda, nicole, reese here lately, daniel my step dad..lol... and crazy tim
17. Can make you feel better no matter what: my friends
18. Has A Crush On You: no one
19. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yes unfortunately
20. Who Has it easier? Girls or Guys?: I like the way becky put it.. no se...we have it good, and we have it bad..
21. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them: lmfao
DO YOU EVER:
22. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: not anymore really..if it rings...good luck to who is calling because chances are im not in a hurry to get to the phone so..eh
23. Save MSN conversations: no tengo
24. Save Emails: yes!
25. Wish you were someone else: somedays
26. Kiss: yessa
27. Romantic memory: eh nah
HAVE YOU:
28. Fallen for your best friend?: eh not really..become best friends with someone ive fallen for? yes
29. Made out with JUST a friend?: uh
30. Been rejected: Yyyyyyessssssss
32. Been used : who cares
33. Cheated on someone?: uh
34. Been cheated on?: yes
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
35. You touched?: my mommy hugged me
36. You talked to?: outloud? no se
37. You hugged?: my mom obviously
38. You instant messaged?: reese
39. You kissed?: no se
40. You yelled at?: amanda from tx
41. Who broke your heart?: mark may
42. Who told you they loved you?: no one loves me.. jp..my mom :]
DO YOU...
43. Color your hair? yes
44. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nopeee
45. Own a webcam? nah
46 Own a thong? lol yes
47. Ever get off the damn computer? once and awhile i come up for air?
48. Sprechen Sie Deutsch? not really
49. Habla espanol? si mucho...Y DONDE ESTA TU PANTOLONES?
Have you/do you/are you...
50. Schizophrenic? ha
51. Obsessive? yes
52. Compulsive? yes
53. Obsessive compulsive? definately
54. Panic? yes
55. Anxiety? yes
56. Depressed? sometimes
{x} You touched? my dog
{x} You talked to? Reese online and before that..hotlips..and brendalee and my friend from tx on the phizone
{x} you hugged? my mama
{x} you instant messaged? reese..wait havent we been through this?
{x} You laughed with? are you joking? I dont laugh
{x} You cried about? does it seem like I want to tell you?
{x} You cried with? myself
{x} You punched? uh lol I usually dont punch people..lmfao wait I guess I punch amanda on occasion
{x} You bought something for? uh I bought becky a mountain dew the other day..and like I turned a sharp corner and it fell onto the floor of my car and I flipped out..lmfao
{x} You had sex with? no one! Im so virginal
Currents...
{x} Current Clothes: definately my pimp pajama pants from aropostle..with monkeys on em..and my fuzzy monkey spaghetti strap pj shirt from dep
{x} Current Mood: heres a clue..fuck off
{x} Current Hair: in twistys and up and curly..ugly as shit because I slept on it :/
{x} Current Annoyance: umm my tooth hurts and when i touch my eye it hurts too :|
{x} Current thing you ought to be doing: sleeping..cleaning my room..but not at the same time because the only thing i can do while Im sleeping is think about things
{x} Current Desktop Picture: the little rabbit that says you suck and thats sad..it used to be this realllly cute picture of these two stick figures and this girl has a paper heart and is trying to hand it to this boy and they both look sad and the girl is saying..take it....please....AWWWWWWWWWW makes you all sad doesnt it
{x} Current Favorite Group: dashboard confessional...and a million others
{x} Current movie In DVD: no se... though i can't wait till chicago comes out either!!
{x} Current Refreshment: none
{x} Current Worry: too many worries as a matter of fact
{x} Current Crush: i plead the fifth
{x} Current Music: blue october, calling you
{x} Current fear: myself
On Dating...
{x} Long or short hair? depends
{x} Dark or blond hair? depends
{x} Tall or short? tall
{x} Sensitive or Funny? funnyish in a sensitive way? UHH..okay not really
{x} Good or bad? both
{x} Dark or light eyes? doesn't matter
{x} Hat or no hat? depends
{x} Pierced or no? uhhh depends
