I fear that i am ordinary, just like everyone
to lie here and die among the sorrows
adrift among the days
for everything i ever said
and everything i've ever done is gone and dead
as all things must surely have to end
and great loves will one day have to part
i know that i am meant for this world
my life has been ewxtraordinary
blessed and cursed and won
time heals but i'm forever broken
by and by the way...
Today was a pretty good day. I worked for real last night for the first time..im still training..but I was on the floor. It was interesting. I worked a split shift..so I could open and close...so I got home at 9 somethin..then went to bed at like 10:30..anywho graduation was today.. ;[ I cried..as expected...and erm..afterwards went to Laurens and worked on our english project with her and allison...BURNT myself w/ a hot glue gun..it looks reallyyyy gross too :| and its the finger you type stuff in w/ at the cash register..oh well..ill get over it... well after laurens I came home and got ready..and went to the bowling alley with my sister and pat. WOOH LOWDY..at first they didnt think they were going to be able to bowl..because on a few people from their league showed up..but like they practiced and what not...and i was talking to my sister about the guy I talked about before in this thing..named Chris..and like she told Pat to go up there and talk to him~$)(#*()@# I was so scared...but he went up there and was like sayin I thought he was cute or something..and he laughed and pat said he asked how old I was..wanted to make sure I wasnt uner than 16...gah! wellllppp..he started comin over to our table/walkin by..and this one time he came over and was talkin to my sister and pat..on this counter thing...and I was on the phone so I like hung up and stood over there...and then someone went up to the counter so he went and helped them...and my sister told me that she told him I liked him and he was like I know and smiled then ehh she was like well I can give you her number and hes like hang on not yet...and then he came by and told us that there was a graduation party at 9 but we could bowl as long as we wanted..and hes like you too! Bc uh I dont bowl..I watch..lol..so before we left my sister went up there and like..I dono asked if he had a girl friend..and he said kinda..lol and so my sisters like so do you want her number or what?? and he like gave her some paper and was like write it down..and I think thats everything..so eh I dono if hell call..its whatever. If he does thats awesomeeeee..ill fawkin die..but if not..ehhh what can ya do. lol im so nervous that im like extremely calm and moody..cuz actually it wont be cool if he doesnt call.. gah
welp I have to work at ehh..10 tomorrow morning..so Im gonna head off to bed!
adios compadres
<3
