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He'd make such a great secret if I could keep him
Friday, May 02, 2003
[Deftones-knife party]
Well Ill be damned if I havent posted for quite awhile. Its been such an interesting week...so tiresome. Ive gotten half the ammount of sleep young kids like me need in a week :| Obviously, if you know anything- scratch that, if youre supposed to know anything..you know what this weeks been like. For you fortunate folk who are clueless- its been awful. Ever been worried about a friend..then told them..had them get mad at you..and ended up feeling really bad, and sorry for it? Yahh, me neither. Almost had you fooled :] Well- I wont go into great detail because ill probably get bitched at for tellin everyones business. Basically..me, allison, and becky were worried about amanda and jeff- and finally got the courage up to voice our opinions..and eh it caused many problems. Everyones on a different page, I swear its hard for all of us to think alike being as how were all so..complex. We try, but sometimes thats not good enough. So its been mass confusion, basically.
Good highlights of the week-
Monday- me and Becky went to burger king then to the mr. lc contest..which was fawkin hilarious- gah this one guy is sooo cute..the new object of me and Becky's obsession (droolsss) WOOOHHH MAMAAA hes hott
Tuesday- TIM DOC! Dewd the guy is amazing- I had such a great time. He really puts you in your place..as to whether or not you really can lead people..it was great..were prolly goin to see him again this summer :]
Thursday- Slept in late ;] ..didnt even get in trouble..when I made my way to school me and KJ walked around for awhile before I went to English..it was nice..we havent talked for such a long time. Anywho..got to 3rd hour and ole Langy was makin everyone stand on chairs and talk about something and see how many people they could get to listen to them. Sounds like a lunatic, huh? Well, she definitely is. One day she busted out a voodoo doll- threw it in the middle of the room and had us read a poem to it. Im convinced shes building a cult :|
Today- eehhh Langy wasnt at school so me and Allison got to talk basically all hour..then eh we went to the old HS and yahta yahtaaaaa..DEWD Beckys mom was at school for her work..so we went upstairs and she hooked us up w/ some pizza :] nice, eh? mhm. Then after school..we went to Leslies and she let me borrow a dress..then went back to school..Becky took her car home..then we went to the mall..oh man it was hilariousss..we were in line at Target..and theres this girl in front of us..and after awhile she starts talking to her mom about nicole and ash...and im like..dewd..thats..definitely Nicoles friend Kim from Clarinda..er some place like that..and Becky started to recognize her..and Ashley came up and started workin a different register...and the girl is like Hey Ash! Call Cole for me!...and finally im like stunned because I thought..it was hilarious..what a coinsedence..lol Nicole talks about this girl all the time..so I called Nicole and told her... it was funny :|
Then eh..once again me and Becky ate at Burger King..lol and eh drove around a bit..and I took her home..and me and Danny went to the store and I got some new makeuppppp<3333
Now Im talkin to Andrea..not much really goin on. I feel so bad because Jeff invited us to go to this concert thing er..I believe it was a concert but I asked my parents and they wouldnt let me :| cuz it was like 20$ er somethin and etc. So once again Amanda prolly thinks Im ditching her. But oh well. BLee called Becky and asked her if we wanted to go to the drive in..couldnt exactly do that either. I have to get up early tomorrow and go shopping :| then go apply at some places and shit..goin to chinese for lunch w/ becky..then shes doin my hair and vice versa for tomorrow night. Itll be an eventful day. Hopefully itll make up for a shitty week...really hopin next week goes a lot better..Im tired of all the fighting :/ but I suppose its essential. In any case its frustrating..and I hate it..and Im really lookin to have all of us hang out more often, and thats not going to happen if uh we cant get along..right? :| of course Im right.
Oh gah- we went to my brothers apartment last..eh Sunday I believe? Hes so strange..we had to drop some of his belongings off..and I swear he lives out in the fuckin booneys. lmfao I looked in their fridge to see if theyre drinkin..and eh didnt notice any. THANK GOD, my brothers not mentally stable enough to be sober when hes not even drunk- Id hate to see him fucked up. :/ Crazy kid.
SO hey listen to what an idiot I am-
I call Andrea the other day..out of nowhere really..and shes tellin me how her, mary, and amanda went to dinner..so Im like, thats awesome-nice bonding going on there...and a ways into the convo she says somethin about Sam bringin over her present..and Im like oh yah? For what?..and she laughs..and says my birthday..
and at that point Im practically ready to go jump off my porch...(the whole..6 feet down) I felt like such a moron..and jerk..how do you forget a best friends birthday? Easily in my world. Isnt that awful? Im sure Ive got everyones vote for worst friend now ;[ Im really pilin em up- considering Im a horrible person and all. Lmfao-sorry-not tryin to piss anyone off-really...just thought that was funny :| Youre probably ready to jump through the screen and strangle me now. My bad.
Anywho. Did I ever mention Jamie ran away? Yah. Supposedly somewhere in Lousiana- or so I heard from Walter..I think she ran off with this..20 something year old guy named Fabio. First of all- what in the hell could possess a person to run off with someone named Fabio? I could handle a Bobby..or Charlie..hell even a Junior- and thats definitely at the suicide level on my name rating list..but Fabio!? What on Gods green earth is she thinking. Okay, Im most definitely jk :| I dont give a shit what the guys name- in any case I would love for him to have his balls cut off. What an asshole he must be- actually what an asshole he is. Shes told me a couple things about him..and if I were there I swear- Id stangle the bastard. I hope she comes back soon..
I called her mom and Easter and she told me she knows where she is and that shed have her call me asap..that was almost 2 weeks ago..
hmm soo..what else is goin on..
Top 5 things youll never hear a man say-
"Does this suit make me look fat?"
"Sex is overrated"
"I just cant get enough of this new Celine Dion CD!!"
"Theres nothing I like better than crawling into bed with a good book."
"Whats on lifetime?"
Fact of the day- butterflies taste with their feet :]
dannys hollerin for me to go to bed. Dont have to tell me twice :]
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Drea [11:35 PM]: shut up
Drea [11:36 PM]: with your baby ears
Drea [11:36 PM]: ;p
fyi- one sticks out farther than the other ;[
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