I fear that i am ordinary, just like everyone
to lie here and die among the sorrows
adrift among the days
for everything i ever said
and everything i've ever done is gone and dead
as all things must surely have to end
and great loves will one day have to part
i know that i am meant for this world
my life has been ewxtraordinary
blessed and cursed and won
time heals but i'm forever broken
by and by the way...
[song:Modest Mouse-Edit the Sad Parts]
[mood: blank]
Now that Im calm.....
Guess where Im going tomorrow ;x GUESSS!!!
The zoo. You wanna know the weird part? Wtf, as if Im expecting a response. Anywho, Im going with my parents. Should be...interesting.
Im really hoping tomorrow lasts forever and I never have to go to school again.That way I dont have to deal with anythinggg. That sounds so great. What sounds even better is going to school, coming home, and having nothing to worry about. None of this dramatic shit weve got goin on- none of us can go a week without fighting- but amanda and becky are trying to get us to test out getting along. Sounds like a fun game, eh?
I swear, it sucks liking someone who doesnt like you back. I have this reoccuring dream that like...me and nicole are in English class with ole LANGY ;x ...but her class is where my math class is? And Langy tells me and Nicole that were talking too much (go figure) and to go get a desk from the computer lab. So, we go out and we try and lift up this desk...but we cant..so the guy I like (not saying names ;x ..Im sure there isnt anyone who doesnt know by now.) comes out and carries it into the class room...and sits down by me and nicole and I like POUR my heart out about how I like him and yahta yahta.
But, then I wake up. And its all the same. Life is so sad sometimes.
Bleh, Sooo I got my hair cut and permed and all that stuff...its kinda...interesting. There are like 18324 different lengths...it smells AWFUL. Jesus, I had to endure 2 hours of that rotten perm smell..and itll be like a week before I can get the smell completely out of my hair.
