I fear that i am ordinary, just like everyone
to lie here and die among the sorrows
adrift among the days
for everything i ever said
and everything i've ever done is gone and dead
as all things must surely have to end
and great loves will one day have to part
i know that i am meant for this world
my life has been ewxtraordinary
blessed and cursed and won
time heals but i'm forever broken
by and by the way...
[song: The Way You Make Me Feel-Michael Jackson] ;]
[mood: energetic]
(fade into britney spears background)
Dearrr diaryyyy, today I saw a boyyyy and I wonder if he noticed meeeeee
OH. Uh. Anyway.. lol wtf :x that songs so fuckin GAYYYY
Moving on..
Gotta love Michael Jackson- even if he is crazy.. youuuuuuuuu give meeee fever like ivvvve neveer evaaa knownnnn..lmao ;x
SO. Just got home a bit ago. lmao- I had to go back to school to get something- and I was parked by the back door...and the new kid Jake- (the SUPER nice guy whos like everyone's new best friend- from Sudan) was like "Hey girl, tight ride!" lmfao. ;x
Sooo..today was somewhat decent. Nothing too exciting happened...unfortunately. I REALLY wanted to go to the soccer game- but nobody really was planning on going. So, eh. Oh well.
LMAO okay this morning...Amanda got a pencil from..dewd fuck it, he knows- the whole world knows. lol nm I changed my mind..Im not saying. ANYWHO..she got his pencil to give to me- and like I was walking into the band room and he was right there and i started laughing at amanda and he looked at me- i think he got the point. lol OH well. Not like I havent been embarassed in front of him ever before. I could shoot myself! Thats how bad the embarassment is!
Me and my friends have so many problems. Gah.
People are so dumb sometimes. High school seems like such a HUGE deal. Its so dramatic though, its bs.
